Very sexy watching you put on your pantyhose and playing with yourself. Next time, try thigh-high nylons or, even better, regular nylons and a garter belt. Also, instead of using a toy on yourself, why don't you find a man interested in a cross-dresser like you. Get him hot enough by kissing him and playing with him and he'll be glad to insert his erect penis into your ass-pussy and fuck you until he cums in your willing submissive body and pump his seed deep into you where it will help to further feminize you.